The evening that Killer left our home was dismal indeed. He lay still,
cradled in my arms. There was neither
whine nor whimper from him,
when suddenly he looked up at me and made a
futile effort to lick my
wrist. I looked into his pain filled
eyes, told him not to be afraid and that
we loved him. I closed his eyes, and he
was gone from us.
My husband rose from his chair to caress our little guy. He then
left the room for his workshop. With hammer,
nails, foam rubber, satin
lining and lots of tears, he carefully built Killer's
final resting place. When
he was satisfied it was the best he could do, he
inserted the bolt for the
lock compartment as a final act and returned to the
house.
I
had not been idle. Killer was not going to go into the earth until he
was ready. I bathed, blow dried, powdered and
brushed him until he was
as handsome in death as he had been in life. We
then gathered his favorite
toy, laid his brown velvet blanket over him to keep
him warm, and placed him
in the ground while his daughter, Amanda (Mandy) sat
lost in memories, and
staring at something we mortals were not privileged
to see. There is one
thing that we did see as the earth covered Killer.
It was the brightest rainbow
I had ever seen, and I knew Killer waited for us at
Rainbow Bridge.